Posted by darkthoughts at 01:30 PM on December 4, 2008 in random thoughts.
It just dawned on me that my birthday is coming near. February 5. I'm turning 26. I'm getting older.
Currently listening to: Coldplay
Currently feeling: grumpy
Posted by darkthoughts at 07:56 AM on December 3, 2008.
I've always been trying to escape.
I drink like there's no tomorrow. I laugh out loud like I mean it. I work like I have 10 mouths to feed. I sleep away my weekends. I talk so much.
Yes, I do these things to escape. I don't want to listen to my own thoughts. Because if I do, I would feel what I feel now. I'd be able to hear my heart. Loneliness. There's no better word for it. Yes, I'm a hypocrite. I don't like it. But that's the only way I could survive. I don't have much of a choice. I am a threat to myself.
I better stop thinking now.
Currently listening to: No Air
Currently feeling: lonely
Posted by darkthoughts at 03:38 AM on November 25, 2008 in crazy me.
"I'm done being single!"
1. Love too much get hurt in the end.
2. Meet the perfect guy but realize that he's taken
3. Travel abroad for leisure
4. Go clubbing with friends until daytime
5. Get too drunk and pass out
6. Have artistic nude photos taken
7. Meet a new guy everyday for a week
8. Get promoted to a managerial post
9. Save upto 500k!
10. Make love with a stranger
11. Go to a bar alone
12. Learn how to drive.
13. Get my own car.